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    August 19

    你在天国还好吗?

    一天之内,知道了两个人去世的消息,一位同事兼朋友,一位朋友的丈夫,他们,都留下了懵懂的孩子和疲惫的另一半.

        消息来的是如此突然,以至于有些不知所措.脑海里一直浮现的是他浅浅的笑,如此鲜活。他从远处急急地走来,打个招呼:"HI...."然后就飘远了,他人回复的"HI"追不上他轻快的脚步.却留下一连串的温暖和亲切. 然而,一次毫不起眼的感冒一次他人的失误却让他和我们从此置身于两个世界永远阴阳相隔。

        不想去感叹世事难料人生无常,于宇宙于自然于灾难,我们都太渺小。还记得我亲爱的外婆去世的时候,我执意要打破传统送她上山,当看着棺木一点一点地消失在泼撒纷飞的黄土中时,我的心空荡荡地没了方向,也滴不下眼泪。我的外婆,那个极爱和我开玩笑的老小孩就这么不见了么?她永远都不会再拍着我的脑袋叫我小燕子了,永远不会偷偷在为我煮的面条下藏四个荷包蛋了,也永远不会在我耍赖的时候故意学我说话逗我了。。。仅仅只是一把黄土,就要让我永远也见不着她了么?我一直以为,她只不过是去到了另一个世界,那里没有忧伤,没有烦恼,没有伤痛,外婆在那个世界里,还会一如继往地慈爱地笑着,她是个豁达的老人。但我知道,从此,我真的找不着她了。

        而我的朋友,你会吗?我知道,你走的如此地不舍,你带着对孩子和亲人的眷恋和痛彻心菲的不舍,带着不甘和无法理解的伤痛,也带着别人犯下的不可挽回的过错,去到了另一个世界。在那里,我想你定是不能平静吧,你也许会化作一颗星辰孤独忧伤地站在天边,遥看着你爱着的他们,为他们的忧伤而忧伤,而别人,却触摸不到你的伤痛,永远不能。

        可是,我却希望,远在天国的你,能和以往一样,有暖暖的笑容,轻快的脚步。你爱着的人们,会带着你的眷恋,更坚强地活着;他们也因为同样爱着你,带着你的希翼,能活得更好。

        生命如此地短暂,而离去却是永恒。

        恍惚间,眼角,有泪划过。。。

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